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Sober and awake at 3 in the morning.

 3:29am. Trying to cope with unemployment has shifted my clock. I guess there's no harm in trying something new for a bit. Is there? Maybe there is. Who am I kidding? Of course there is. That's what landed me here in the first place. Broke and awake at 3:29am. Well...3:32 am now.  What was I thinking? Quitting my job as an auditor when the coronavirus outbreak in China was making headlines across the world. "You gotta find some peace Jess. You can't work 12 hour shifts in front of a laptop in an airconditioned coffin anymore. You gotta see sunlight when you leave the office." The sun is so pretty...and its light is warm. Warms you right to your bones...I'm getting off track.  Where were we? Oh yeah..."the money isn't fair compensation for your time Jess. Or for the fact that you haven't written a single song in 2 years. Remember when you used to be a musician? Now you're just black and white and grey." Brilliant plan Jess, quit right befo